Sunday, December 4, 2011 9:40 PM
You never know what i want.
You left me speechless.
I don't know why i'm still holding on.
i know he is not a good guy,
i know i shouldn't be with him,
i know he will not love me,
i know we are impossible,
i know he is avoiding me,
i know he is ignoring me.
But, i don't know why i'm still holding on.
You told me to say lies. I told you i'm okay when i'm totally not. Wht a joke. Living life in lies. HA. I'm such a failure. Never will i be able to succeed. Wht a fucking life. Joke eh.
Once again, you never put me in your life. Or should i say, you have always leave me out? You will only call for me when you need me. If not, i will be close behind the door. This is wht you always do, aint you?
Labels ; You have never consider me as an important person in your life.