Friday, April 29, 2011 2:18 PM
Half a life span left
Gonna die soon under the hands of STRESS. Rofl!
Last few days of my life, is nothing but STUDIES! Even now i am doing my maths, when i can actually play for one day. Why? BECAUSE NOW TILL MONDAY NO SCHOOL! Budden, i like stressing myself uh D; Breakdown during the night often, just to release the stress tht i have.
5 to 6 months, i am gonna pull through man! JIAYOU TOH YANLING! ;D ;D ;D
Byebye!
Labels ; You made my crave for you more!
Friday, April 22, 2011 10:48 PM
Twenty-two April, twenty-eleven
TGIF ;D
It's really like a damn GOOD FRIDAY to me ;D
Had a really nice day out ;D Breakfast was awesome with Vana! Laugh like hell in Mc. Then after tht did homeworks ;D I didnt did much overall today. FAIL! Shall wake up super early tmr morning to camp for my studies. I am serious! So i am gonna go sleep now~
Night yeah ;D
Labels ; Not my 100 % yet.
Thursday, April 21, 2011 6:11 PM
AWESOME!
14 April @ Block 518 for "Dinning with your neighbours ;D
Admirarly Zone 1 Youth chapter ;D
Ohyeah! Today's the last day of the week. Happy TTM uh ;D
Time really go very fast. And i havent done much preparation for my Mid-year D; Tmr gonna go library chiong with Vanalyn. Sunday gonna go malaysia. So tmr must chiong as much as possible. Saturday gonna be another fun day for me. ;D ;D ;D Just hope tht i score well for this coming exam yeah ;D ;D
Labels ; I'm learning the hard way.
Monday, April 18, 2011 10:13 PM
Obsessed ;D
I am so alright ;D Everything going well for me. I am gonna do fine this semester ;D
Sunday had the whole morning plus afternoon with Wanleng & JuneT. I woke up like around 7 when we are suppose to meet at 10. Bo bian. The previous night was like super torturing lor. Keep thinking bout the same things. It's like keep repeating, even in my dreams. Super torturing. Hais! So yeah, woke up at 7 plus and cant sleep anymore. So used com till 9 plus. Prepare-d and head-ed out. Had alot fun with them ;D
I thought you would be here. but i guess you too tired. Excuses.
Alrights. Then return home at 5 plus. Did 5 hours chinese. I am really tired. Hais! Used only few mins of com, then watch tv. Feeling very bad. Head spinning. Then return to bed for awhile. Finally fall asleep. But was then woken up. Hmmm, then after tht had dinner. Then bed again.
I was soundly asleep, for the first time, for the pass few days.
Today woke up. No, i shall say, i will kena called up. I WAS LATE FOR THE DAMN SCHOOL! Set wrong alarm. Hahahah! Thankyou father for sending me ;D Alrights. Then school time fly very fast ;D I like. Hope tmr also uh. Ththen, accompany Vana over to causeway. We camped at popular to read story book. Then after tht i was chase-d home =.=! Thanks to you uh, BEE! Reach home, after awhile go out alrdy. Went down to rc to chiong my studies. Mug like hell. And was fed like pig. HAHA! Fat liao x.x! ROFL!
Now my head is spinning. I hope is not due to the incident tht happen on Sunday. Aftermath? I guess not.
Labels ;
You are just giving yourself excuses and i am using those to numb myself.
Sunday, April 17, 2011 7:11 AM
Even if it's the last time.
Really tired of all the craps. I pray tht today post, shall be not seen by many people.
Morning was the same, as usual. Homework @ School. Kena accuse of something again. Okay, wth alrights.
Then had tuition. My mood was so perfectly fine. I was damn the YANLING okay. Had alot alot alot of fun in tuition. Chat and chat ;D
Andthen, walk over to Jacky's house w/ Qixuan. Talk alot things. We can practically talk about everything. Even people who walked passed us. We are tht bored alrights. Reach-ed Jacky's house downstairs. Waited for him like around 45 mins? Then he came. Things changed.
'We' started text-ing. And, i starts to feel shag again. Why isit always me? I really got tht urgh to chiong find you. But you said you wanna be alone. Then let it be alrights.
After tht went up to Jacky's house. Thanks uh ;D he cheer-ed me up again. I was being 'swallow' up by this big monster. Almost kena 'rape' and kid-nap also. He is great uh. Then after tht accompany him to Sunplaza to buy his food. Then go home-d.
On the way back, in bus, everything just flash into my mind. Why am i so dumb? My friends are all right. I shouldn't have trust him so much. I am shall a fool.
Met-up with Wanleng and Iskandar. Thanks Iskandar so much for treating me alcohol yeah.
I just wanna drunk my sorrow.
Hangover sucks. Really. Thank you for letting me had such experiences. Everything in my mind @ tht moment was only you. ONLY YOU. I dunno why also. And, i wasn't drunk. I want to be. I am just giddy and hot. Tht's all. Why do i have such good immune system tht protect me from getting drunk and sick? I am tired of all this. I just wanna rest. Even if it's only a few hours.
Reach-ed home. I am so lucky to not let my family know anything. But my mind wasn't in clear state. Thanks Qixuan for scolding me. Thanks Van for consulting me. And thanks Wanleng for accompany-ing me.
I started text-ing you. But i am really afraid now. I and scare tht you will hurt me even more. Stop please. I had enough. Please tell me you are just lying for the pass few days. And, please don bomb me today. I just wanna see you. Even if it's the last time.
Labels ; You made me into this state, stop saying sorry.
Friday, April 15, 2011 3:04 PM
Treat me better, wont you?
Shag shag shag.
Had a hard time in school today. It was totally not me in thr morning. It was only after recess, then Yanling came back. Hais! I really really dunno wht to do.
You took my heart away, yet you throw it away.
WHT IS THIS!?
Anyw, i am okay ;D I want to be the real me. ;D I can de ;D HOHOHO!
Labels ; I want the Saturday to be back.
Wednesday, April 13, 2011 7:31 PM
The words from your mouth,
(My foolscape paper ;D Filled with my loves ones ;D)
Gonna be a quick post!
School was like.. this few days. Not in the right mood to get my stuffs right. Yesterday night was worst. First time i cried for him. Argh! Okay. Shall not think bout it. It's okay.
Anyw, school time fly yeah. My class & E3 went down to CNB today for a learning education.
The speaker is funny yeah. And the talk is interesting. Pictures will be up soon. But it's only a little yeah ;D
Gonna mug like nvr before. I want my top 3 place. MYE coming~
你对着我说, "因为我喜欢你 " 可是你却放不下你的过去. 你要我这样相信你?
Don treat me like this manner can?
你曾经对我说过我是你的心肝, 但是你到底有没有真地把我当成你的心肝?
I really dunno how to trust you. Sorry
Labels ; MugMugMug!
Monday, April 11, 2011 6:29 PM
Admiralty Community day (10th April 2011)
School was stupid today ;D
Had alot fun talking with vana. Told her bout everything. And she goes OHMYGOD! LOLOL! Damn funny alrights! Hahahahaha! Then after school was awesome. We were playing "life and death" game. LMAO! Alrights! Then had chinese oral. IT WAS DAMN AWESOME CAN! I think i can score well. Though i am nervous ;D HAHAHA! ;D ;D ;D Budden hor, got some ppl damn spoil mood. Spoil it whole day somemore =.= But after oral, it was better ;D HAHAHAHA! OKay. Lame. Then met up w/ Qixuan @ Causeway. She keeps calling me KHASANDRA now. Knn lor her! Yeahyeahyeah, Khasandra and Simon. And she's Khasandra's sister. LOLOL! Wu liao!
End.
Labels ; Seriously, i think i am stupid.
Sunday, April 10, 2011 5:12 PM
Wht a day!
Sports Carnival's picture ;D
WOODGROVE SECONDARY SPORTS CARNIVAl 2011
Baby and me ;D HOHOHO!
(In love w/ this picture ;D)
Tok, Toh & Png!
Me, Miss Diana & Vanalyn ;D
HIDAYAH & VANAAAAA &&&& AYDIL!
HEEEDAAAYAHHH!
TOK HUIMIN, TOH YANLING, HIDAYAH & VANALYN PNG!
Vana and me.
(We just cant stop talking pictures ;D )
Three of us again ;D
(It's too bored, until we started CAMWHOR-ING ;Dm)
Was having a hard time the last night. Accompany someone to text till 3am plus. But thr was some other people in his mind.
Ohwell. I guess i am somehow just his replacement?
Anyw, woke up @ 7 am in the morning. Didn't have much sleep. Was super shag. Prepare-d and went downstairs to help out w/ the preparation for Admiralty Community day. Busy with my youths, settle thr allocation of duties, then still have to run here and thr. Tired alrights. After every thing is settle, went over to the game i am incharged. Had alot of fun with water. In the end, i was WET. Thanks to Stephanie and JuneT uh! ;D I drank almost more then 10 cups of milo. FUNNY DIE ME! Then uncle thr keep ask me still want or not. HAHAH!
Eh, being the President of Youth chapter isn't a great job alrights! But is fun anyw ;D
Then after everything, ate and slack. Had alot fun with Wanleng. Laugh and chatted alot. I shouldn't have look at facebook. Spoil mood again. But i am still okay uh. Just feeling very bad on the inside, but very happy on the outside. OOPS! Hais! Okay..
You said you have totally forget it.
You said you wont remember it.
You said you don even know you post it.
You said you were hangover at that time.
Tht's why you would post it.
But, you still remembered it when you don even know you remember it.
This means tht she is still not over yet.
Labels ; I don feel like believing you.
Saturday, April 9, 2011 8:58 PM
Gosh!
Totally awesome day today ;D
Had "Training" in the morning. Haha! After tht went home, bath-ed and go out to meet Qixuan. My stomach growl for 1 hour until she finally say, LETS GO. =.= Alrights! Had our Lunch. Was like super late. So we cab. Super dulan lor! Went up the cab, then suddenly remember Ziquan's present. Ask the driver to Uturn to Qixuan's house to get Ziquan's present. Then after tht Cab down to Tuition teacher house again. ZZZ!
Then during tuition, something happen. Which makes me super dulan plus fuck up. Then i also dunno wht to do. Super bo wei gong uh. Then after tht took bus to Jacky's house. Idiot sia. We took the wrong direction. More dulan. Was TURN-ED OFF during tht period. HAIS!
Then reach-ed Jacky's house, i was super bo mood. Because someone spoil it. Was like. ARGH! Cried so bad lor. But laugh after i saw Jacky' phone ;D HAHA! And alot things. Jacky is dumb alrights! Then after tht order Mc ;D AGAIN =.=!
Then Ziquan came over. Hahah! Had alot fun uh ;D Laugh alots. Then after tht all went. ;D
Bye!
Labels ; The pace is too fast, my dear.
Friday, April 8, 2011 6:27 PM
HELLO HELLO!
Sports Carnival is AWFUL today. LOLOL! Super boring alrights! Is like.... Hais! In the end, we went up class to SLEEP ;D HAHAHAHA! Funny die me. Alrights! After tht, went home and change-d. Met up w/ Junetan @ causeway. Ate Mc and went to library to do homework. I super super super irritated by those homeworks.
I finish-ed my maths tuition homework(which almost killed me), then i did my physic workbook, then my chemistry worksheet & one physics paper 1. I AM STILL LEFT WITH : Another physics paper 1, three chinese paper 1 and two chinese paper 2. How am i gonna survive?! Tmr still got training, after training go for tuition. After tuition go for basketball. Then Sunday got community day. OHFREAKO!
Alrights. After doing homework(which i havent finish), walked over to causeway. Met up w/ Qixuan. JuneT went alrdy. Then me and Qixuan bus-ed back home.
Call me awesome ;D I help her cut her fringe. She look more young and cute. BUT SHE HATES IT!? But she still say nice. Contracting uh her. Hahahaha!
Byebye!
Labels ; Wht would you do on saturday?
Thursday, April 7, 2011 5:34 PM
DEAR HAIR. PLEASE GROW LONGER.
School was like. Haha! Got prize presentation for B girls basketball. Then after tht, Me and Vana went hyper + high with tht Rebecca Black's FRIDAY. Which is the most awful song. LOLL! We started singing @ Physics lesson. Then After tht chinese slack. RECESS AGAIN. Sing in the canteen. Then alot people was like staring and say : THIS SONG SUCKS, STOP SINGING. LOLOL! We laugh like hell alrights. Then after tht continue with lesson. Shit like hell. Time go super slow~ Then last period GEOGRAPHY. As usual. We will talk crap. Mr Tang rocks luh. I still remember this.
Mr Tang : Eh guys! Whr is your form uh? Everytime pass up late one leh!
Aydil : Sorry boss, sorry. Will pass up.
Mr Tang : Wht sorry boss? Wht boss? I BOX you then you know.
WE LAUGH LIKE!!!! ROFL!
Then still got.
Mr Tang : Eh luqman! Whr is your form?
Luqman : You don talk to me.
LOLOLOLOL! WE IMMEDIATELY LAUGH. Damn funny uh. We keep laughing over alot of stupid matters ;D Love tht period most. Hahahaha! Alrights. After tht went over to Woodlands Stadium for Sports Meet. Was awesome alrights. Me, Vana, HuiMin & GuiRu ran the 4x100 Relay. I was the first. Stress alrights! Somemore i stand at the last 2nd lane. Which is like super back!? Then when is time to run, i ran like MAD. Before running, there's 5 people in front of me. I ran pass 3. Happy die me. ;D We won in the end ;D Goodjob yeah ;D ;D ;D
Ohyeah. At night gonna go cut hair. Hope the hair dresser do a nice job! ;D
End.
Labels ; Hey. Whr are you now?
Tuesday, April 5, 2011 7:08 PM
The feeling i am having now.
We confronted each other today.
School was okay today. Had Napfa. My standing broad jump is really rubbish. Lmao! PE jump 181, actual NAPFA jump 173. WTH!? But overall, i had all atleast a C or B or A uh. I need my GOLD ;D Alrights. After NAPFA, then was like super damn tired. Hahaha!.. Hmmm.nothing really much uh. Went home after tht.
The end
Labels ; Our journey starts here.
Monday, April 4, 2011 7:26 PM
Can't get my thoughts right.
Nvr had my dinner yesterday. Morning woke up, gastric. Hais! Then mummy made bao for me. Budden i cant swallow it. It takes me like from my house to school, then i finally finish it. Hahas!
School was perfect today. Just tht i was sharing to much ;D Thanks Vana and Huimin! Had match too. After tht went home. I only ate during recess. My stomach dunno wht happen nowadays. Getting from bad to worst. Ohgosh. No appetite to have anythings. Hais!
Hey, i am really sorry. Get on with life alrights ;D
Labels ; Is tht day gonna come?!
Sunday, April 3, 2011 8:54 PM
Had a great day out w/ Qixuan. In the first place, actually i cant go out. Mummy die also don want let me. Then in the end, i suddenly thought tht i need buy Chemistry book. So mummy allow ;D Causeway popular out of stock, so when over to SSC. The nearest bah. Met up w/ qixuan. Then she pangseh ah bert and aloy. We went North point to shop for ZiQuan & Aloy's present. Expensive sia. LOL! We walk-ed the whole Northpoint, finally bought the things we want. Funny to the max. Hahahah! Then bus-ed back to her house to wrap and decorate card for them. ;D
I am speechless. We really have to end all this. Sorry.
Labels ; I just cant stop laughing @ wht he send. But can i trust him?
Saturday, April 2, 2011 10:11 PM
Cant stop thinking bout you.
It has been long, since the feeling comes back..
Had training in the morning. Tired die me. After tht chiong home, bath and went out. Ate and went over Sembawang for tuition. After tht walk to 357 for basketball. Had alot fun uh. Suddenly realise alot moves tht i dare not do in school or fragrant is able to unleash today. ;D Happy to the max. Even though some of the balls didn't enter, but it's still okay. Atleast i know i have improved ;D
Hey. I dunno why. But i really feel like ending.
I really really want to shout stop.
Thr isn't any feeling like last time.
Everything seems to change.
So wht if it's one year?
I don mean to hurt you.
I really regretted taking back my words the previous time.
I hope you understand me.
I really hate your attitude when you tell me,
If this end, we will end our friendship.
Is this how you treat me?
Sorry. Then we will just let it be.
I really don want to hurt you.
END.
Labels ; I think, i have fall for you.
Friday, April 1, 2011 10:35 PM
useless april fool
This is a shitty April's Fool day. ARGH! School was sucky today. Fucking boring kays.
Nvm! Only had fun when i want @ Qixuan house. Then after tht go down fragrant. I didnt expect to play basketball, budden in the end played. Leg blister super pain, then my favourite LIME GREEN watch kena step and it's crack, plus fragrant is fighting over team-ing matters. Please uh guys! If you all wanna play, can stop changing your group members mah? You are in a team. Then you come out, JOIN ANOTHER TEAM. Then you call next time. Then like tht you forever playing uh?! Can give other people chance mah? Wth..
Okay, forget bout it. Fucking sad bout my watch. It cause 12 bucks bodoh. I know is like cheap to you all luh. But please luh. I have to save 3 days without eating both breakfast and lunch then i can afford to buy tht watch. I may be able to afford it. But you imaging, your favourite watch being step infront of your eyes, how would you feel? FUCK UP!
Then reach home, super sad. Then my mother scolded me. She called my phone, then HuiHui help me ans. She ask HuiHui whr am i, HuiHui said i playing basketball. Then my mother ask HuiHui to tell me to call back. Budden HuiHui nvr tell me anything uh. Then my mother blame me for not calling back. WTH!? She ask me to call back just to ask me if i wanna eat durian or not. Wth? Just because of one small thing, she blame me. Plus, the Durian still left so much. CAN TMR EAT WHT! FUCK UP. SUPER FUCK UP.
ARGH!
Labels ; You just really make me fed up sometimes.
