Really tired of all the craps. I pray tht today post, shall be not seen by many people.

Morning was the same, as usual. Homework @ School. Kena accuse of something again. Okay, wth alrights.

Then had tuition. My mood was so perfectly fine. I was damn the YANLING okay. Had alot alot alot of fun in tuition. Chat and chat ;D

Andthen, walk over to Jacky's house w/ Qixuan. Talk alot things. We can practically talk about everything. Even people who walked passed us. We are tht bored alrights. Reach-ed Jacky's house downstairs. Waited for him like around 45 mins? Then he came. Things changed.

'We' started text-ing. And, i starts to feel shag again. Why isit always me? I really got tht urgh to chiong find you. But you said you wanna be alone. Then let it be alrights.

After tht went up to Jacky's house. Thanks uh ;D he cheer-ed me up again. I was being 'swallow' up by this big monster. Almost kena 'rape' and kid-nap also. He is great uh. Then after tht accompany him to Sunplaza to buy his food. Then go home-d.

On the way back, in bus, everything just flash into my mind. Why am i so dumb? My friends are all right. I shouldn't have trust him so much. I am shall a fool.

Met-up with Wanleng and Iskandar. Thanks Iskandar so much for treating me alcohol yeah.

I just wanna drunk my sorrow.

Hangover sucks. Really. Thank you for letting me had such experiences. Everything in my mind @ tht moment was only you. ONLY YOU. I dunno why also. And, i wasn't drunk. I want to be. I am just giddy and hot. Tht's all. Why do i have such good immune system tht protect me from getting drunk and sick? I am tired of all this. I just wanna rest. Even if it's only a few hours.

Reach-ed home. I am so lucky to not let my family know anything. But my mind wasn't in clear state. Thanks Qixuan for scolding me. Thanks Van for consulting me. And thanks Wanleng for accompany-ing me.