Friday, June 11, 2010 9:40 PM
REFLECT!
Life is getting more and more difficult for me. For dunno wht reasons, i felt restless as day passes. Feel like crying out of the sudden for no reasons. I am leading a very happy life. With my family and friends around me. But just the wrong choice. But... Something is just bothering me. And now, i am sick. No, i should say, i don even know if i am sick or not. Headache has become a daily routine, and sore throat is aching up. Starting for a breakdown soon. A breakdown tht no one will expect. Finding excuses for myself and helping
other ppl think. I am just
someone replacement.
They expect me to be with
them when they need me, and want me to shoo after finish using me. Wht's the use? I once wonder if wht i do was correct. I waste most of my time with
them, and wht i get back is.... Ohwell, this is life. All this fucking things is giving me the daily routine ;
HEADACHE. Something tht i have to carry around without fail. But i will get tired soon.. I am not a robot. I cant do everything. I was control like
their robot. Ohyeah,
they may not think so. But yes.
They will nvr know anything until
they are place in my shoes. Why must so many ppl have so many sides of theirs?
For today onwards, i decided to be straight forward to everyone. Even my Sheep-Pig. I cant stand dragging around playing and fooling. Please do forgive me if i done anything wrong.
You are the one who
push me till the edge. Is difficult to pull me up. Don ask me why if one day
you find many ppl leaving
you. Reflect!
