Monday, December 21, 2009 9:52 PM
He left a scar in my heart
Basketball chalet. Okay, i know i look awful in this picture.
No comments is needed. Thank you.
Still wondering to post or not a minute ago. But, i did now. LOL! Kays, had training in the morning. Was super fun. Play murderer. They called me the MURDERER. Because i am very good at being the murderer in the game. Funny sia. Regine make us laugh like shit. She dunno how blink. HAHAHA! Alrights, after tht head-ed home. Use com. And, Xia Yi Zhan, Xing Fu is getting on my nerves. Cant the producer just put the drama out at once? I hate those temping feeling. Argh! Each eps are getting more and more exciting. Feel like wacking the produer. Nono, i shall calm down. Shall not let temptation get over me. Haha! Yeah, and rot at home all day. Then at night, my cousin suddenly called and say they want to come over my house. I was like UHHHHH! I HAVENT BATH, AND MY ROOM IS LIKE SHIT! Then i chiong. Haha! She was faster then expected. LOL! She just got married. Hope to see her stomach become BIG. LOL! Kays, i am waiting for my pictures from clar. Nvm, i shall post my bball chalet pics. No edit is done. Cause i am lazy =P LOL! Alrights, shall end here. Tmr maybe got match. Jiayou alrights. My hope for school team is getting dimmer and dimmer. Oh, well. I am not fated to be in THEIR school team, i think so. But i will still work hard for the next few trainings yeah. Bye guys, god bless.
Oh ya, i am totally in love with TAEYANG from BIGBANG. He is damn de hot and cute. His songs is like SUPER NICE ;D AHHHH! And, his dance! Ohgosh! If i got time, i will go learn. Seriously, it just rocks! Go see his song MV for "Where u are" NICE BODOH! The song, Wedding dress and Only look at me is nice also. Actually all his songs is nice. Must see/watch/hear! LOL! Okay, i am crazy bout him. But his songs make me tear. I also dunno. The MV for wedding dress is so damn touching :D:D:D:D:D:D:D!
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My temptation for him is getting more and more.
He was gone for that few days, lost contact.
And yeah. My hand itchy, msg him yesterday.
And, found out tht he is living good.
Happy for him. Got a news from him.
Should i be happy? Dunno.
Suddenly thinks tht this is not the ending tht we are wishing for.
Maybe he got other ppl in his mind already.
But as i say, i will give up.
But i seriously dunno if this is true or not.
Clearly in my mind, yes, is the truth.
But my heart is totally different from my mind.
Gosh! Now he is back, i seriously dunno wht to do.
He once said tht we are best friend. But i think friend is so much better.
I am just thinking about alot extra things.
We seem to be running away from each other.
And, i am weeping while writing all these craps over here.
Seriously, i am breaking-down. I hate it.
Those temptation, those urge. Shall stop all this craps asap.
I don wanna get hurt. I believe i can do it.
He is still treating me so cold.
Why should i? Just forget bout it.
他不值得我去爱， 忘了他吧。
Okay, i am just being random in this msg here. Thank you.
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