Sunday, July 26, 2009 10:34 PM
I am really confuse now. I really dunno wht to do. Today when Edwin told me bout you. I am enlighten. But in the same time, i am not. My feelings for you has faded, yes. But, i still cant get you off my mind. I wanted to msg you, but i don dare. Even if i do, you wont even bother to reply. Not even to look at it. I am really scared. I wanted to confess, but tht was months ago. Now, i am really afraid. Afraid tht i would fall for you the second time. Edwin told me something, i was damn happy. But i wasnt in the same time. The girl you looking for will not be me. I should let my heart die for you and open it out for others. But, its just very difficult for me to.
People say tht i have fallen in for you, me myself nvr reject. But i know you wont accept me and we wont have a good ending. You are leaving, aren't you? Let my heart die bahs..
Sorry boy, but i just cant. Don make me hate you, i wouldn't like tht. I want you as my friend, not enemy.
Why have everything turns out to be like tht? Seriously, i hate tht feeling.