Saturday, July 14, 2007 7:58 PM
sian... today so bad luck... haiz... anyway... i fight with rachael... haiz... don wish to say le... juz wan her to forgive me.. SORRY RACHAEL.... haiz... juz now go wushu... really train... juz to forget my sadness... anyway... this is sadness 4eva... no one will cheer me up accept him... but u know... he cant sms at sat and sun... then weekdays only until 5... haiz... sian... very different for edwin kor kor... he say today he very happy but i very sad... i think rachael also... i kana scolding from zi hui... i deserve that scolding... haiz... saw rachael cry... i also cry.. i cry three times today... one after the fight then i go down for wu shu meet xindi and edwin i cry while riding bic and one at bath time... haiz.... today is my unlucky day... but really like rachael to forgive me... one thing is she change a lot after he had that zi hui... haiz....
anyway... i cant cheer up when he is not with me... yesterday joleen jie come my house.... eat dinner... then i meet edwin at library with hong chun and kong weng... go library play... haiz... no mood to say now... go watch movie le... bye.... anyway... ben, u got ur bleach 4 should be happy... but i am sad... bye...
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